For Antane. Sam anticipates his reunion with Frodo in the West.......
~*~My Treasure~*~
How will it be, to meet you again? Will our eyes dart from one side to the next shy of connecting? Will my arms hesitate to clasp you, however anxious my heart to bump into yours, and will you know me after so many years have done their work? I'd know you anywhere; amongst the stars on the moon in the midst of nowhere or in a dream no fear that I won't. But will you know me? A thousand times my heart has painted the picture: how it will be, on that morning when at last we meet again. I will step off, legs shaking, onto the pearly sand (surely it will shine all the whiter in your light, as snow in the day) and peer about wondering if you will even be there and what if you are not? And then I see you, small and bright perhaps bent and shaky, your hair laced with time's silver yet no age beams from your eyes crinkled as old linen though they be. Will you call my name first, or will I call yours? Will you run to me, or I to you? Or will we both run, unmindful of achy joints and will we knock each other over with the impact of our joining? Will we ride arm in arm to your dwelling on roads of perfect joy and sit side by side looking out to sea saying, "Do you remember the time when..." and "Let me show you this, and that..." and "I can scarcely wait for you to meet..." and "Please tell me all, leave nothing out...." And when at last we have emptied both our treasure-boxes of every possible jewel we'll scoop them up and put them back in and tomorrow we'll go over them again and again and yet again and perhaps gather new ones while we're about it. Yes, I've gone over it and over it and now the time is almost at hand the ship is reaching the shore... the curtain is rolling back... and the bells are ringing the gulls are calling... and my worries whisk away like chaff on the breeze for the greatest treasure of all is there just waiting waiting
and waiting
for me alone.
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