Arwen had been more than half expecting Aragorn to suggest she remain behind in Dunharrow with the Rohirrim Women and children but he didn't. Perhaps he was learning.
"You are one of the Dunedain of the North now, Wife." he warned. "I expect you to obey your Chieftain as my other folk do."
She made innocent eyes at him. "Of course, Dunadan."
He shook his head. "No. Seriously, Arwen."
"Seriously." she said turning grave as he. "I have been taught Ranger discipline by your own Grandmother, Aragorn. I will obey any order you give me as my captain."
He studied her face, smiled. "I believe you." Held out his hand. "Time to go."
The Grey Company had assembled behind Aragorn's tent in the dark hour just before dawn but was not yet mounted when a fair haired Rohirrim Woman erupted among them, arrowing straight to Aragorn. She was young, lovely and distraught.
Her voice was not loud but clearly audible to Elvish and Dunedain ears. "You cannot mean to leave now, on the eve of battle!"
Aragorn's answer they could not hear, for it was pitched Ranger fashion to reach no further than the ear of his listener.
"We need you here! You are our captain and our hope, you cannot abandon us!"
Again he answered, and again she was not satisfied. "Then let me ride with you!"
By now Arwen had worked her way close enough to catch Aragorn's reply. "You know I cannot do that Eowyn, why do you ask?"
"Do you not know?" she asked, with a simple poignancy that cut Arwen to the heart.
Aragorn seemed to brace himself. "You love but a shadow and a thought." he said, hard words gently spoken. "A dream of glory and great deeds and lands far from Rohan." with real pain. "I cannot give you what you want."
Arwen had heard enough, too much, she started to back away but the other woman caught the motion out of the corner of her eye and turned. Their eyes met.
Arwen saw a bedazzled child, worshipping a hero out of legend with all the fervor of an innocent heart. A heart that was breaking right before their eyes. She took an impulsive step towards her, stopped at Aragorn's sharp gesture.
"This is Arwen." he said quietly. "I was mistaken, Eowyn, when I told you she had gone oversea. She has chosen to cleave to me and renounced the Blessed Land."
Eowyn said nothing. Just stood there, white and cold, like a frost blighted lily. Arwen wished desperately she'd cry. This kind of frozen shock was dangerous. She looked at Aragorn. He shook his head.
"Farewell, Lady of Rohan. May fortune bless you."
He mounted and Arwen had no choice but to follow suit. Her last glimpse of Eowyn was that pale, stricken face looking after them, still without a tear. *Maybe when she's alone she'll cry.*
She looked at Aragorn. He seemed in almost as bad a case. "Estel?"
"I have been a fool." he said bitterly, sighed. "She is very young, and brave and high spirited." a pale smile touched his face. "Very like my White Flower."
Arwen nodded understanding. "But she is neither a child nor your daughter." (1)
"No." he agreed grimly.
They wended their way between the tents towards the gap in the cliff face at the rear of the shelf. Passed the Dwarf Gimli sitting beside his pavillion, pipe in hand.
"And where do you think you're going?" he asked, a dangerous glint in his eye.
"Not this time, Gimli." Aragorn told him.
"Have you learned nothing about the stubborness of Dwarves?" a clear, Elven voice asked. And there was Legolas, smiling and leading a white horse.
"We're going with you, laddie." Gimli said, moving to stand, thick and immoveable, beside his companion. "To whatever end. Accept it."
"It seems I have no choice." Aragorn conceeded. Elf and Dwarf exchanged triumphant grins.
The camp of the Rohirrim seemed strangely wakeful for such an hour, many eyes watched as the Grey Company filed through the narrow gap of the Dimholt gate.
Gimli rode pillion behind Legolas. Elf, Dwarf and horse all seemingly well accustomed to the arrangement. Clearly Legolas' guarded relationship with this member of the Fellowship had changed greatly since they'd left Rivendell.
Arwen looked at Aragorn. He was frowning broodingly into the darkness ahead, still troubled about the girl. She reached over to take his hand. "Eowyn will be all right." she said gently, drawing on her own vast experience with infatuated young Men. "Time and distance are the best medicines." glanced sidelong at Halbarad, riding alongside. "Indeed some of my admirers have forgotten me with almost insulting speed after meeting a few eligible young ladies of their own kind!"
Halbarad smiled. "I have never stopped loving you, my sweet Arwen. Those girls simply helped me put that feeling into its proper perspective." looked past her at his nephew. "Hopefully there will be some gallant Rider to do the same for Eowyn."
But Aragorn shook his head. "I would it were that simple. Eowyn has suffered deeply this past year or more. Watched her uncle sink into dotage, her country fall under the shadow of Saruman, lost a cousin who was as a brother to her - and now this."
Arwen bit her lip. Aragorn was right. There had been more than simple heartbreak in Eowyn's white face, something very close to true despair.
"I fear for her." he said quietly, adding grimly. "I should never have paid her such attention."
Come, Aragorn, we all did." Legolas argued from behind them. "Gimli here flirted shamelessly." to Arwen. "I had no idea Dwarves were such expert squires of ladies!"
"A sweet child with a lovely laugh." Gimli said quietly. "It lifted my heart to hear it."
"Mine too." Legolas agreed softly. Then: "She is young and brave, she will recover Aragorn."
"I hope so." he answered ***********************************
1. Aragorn and Arwen are refering to Aranel, also called Niphredil, who is Aragorn's cousin and foster daughter. See 'The Road to Rivendell', 'Rangers of the North' and 'The King's Folk' by this author (adv.)
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