Ch.3: All I am
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*Gandalf lifted Pippin and gently carried him back to his bed. Merry followed and sat down beside him. 'Lie there and rest, if you can Pippin!' said Gandalf. 'Trust me! If you feel an itch in your palms again, tell me of it! Such things can be cured. But anyway, my dear hobbit, don't put a lump of rock under my elbow again! Now, I will leave the two of you together for awhile.'*
J.R.R.Tolkien,
The Lord of the Rings,
The Two Towers,
Ch.11: The Palantir
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Merry was silent for some time before finally speaking. 'Pippin,' he asked sadly,'why did you do it? Why did you look into that accursed stone?'
Pippin shivered. 'I don't know, Merry.' he said.'I don't know. Are you mad at me?' Pippin looked at his cousin fearfully.
Merry sighed. 'Pippin, what you did was foolish. You could have been hurt. You could have given us all away and ruined the quest!'
'I'm sorry, Merry!' Pippin sobbed. 'I'm so sorry! Please don't be mad, Merry!'
A tear ran down Merry's cheek. 'I'm not mad.' he said softly. 'But when I heard you scream and then found that you weren't in your cot! Oh Pippin! I thought I'd lost you!' Merry's tears ran freely now. 'Pippin, don't ever leave me like that again!'
'Merry, when will all this be over? When can we go home?'
Merry's heart broke. 'I don't know, Pip.' he whispered pulling Pippin into a hug. 'I don't know.'
Just as the two cousins were about to drift off to sleep, footsteps roused Merry and he looked up to find Gandalf and Aragorn coming towards them.
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*Going to Pippin, Gandalf picked him up in his arms. 'You shall come with me this time.' he said. 'Shadowfax shall show you his paces.' Then he ran to the place where he had slept.*
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'What's going on?!' Merry demanded. 'What does Gandalf mean?'
'Gandalf is taking Pippin to Gondor to keep him safe.' Aragorn replied.
'Gondor,' Merry breathed.
'I can't go!' Pippin protested. 'I promised Merry I wouldn't leave!'
'I'm sorry,' Aragorn said as he wrapped Pippin in the hobbit's cloak and blanket.
Then Gandalf rode up on Shadowfax.
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*Aragorn lifted Pippin into Gandalf's arms, wrapped in cloak and blanket. 'Fare well! Follow fast!' cried Gandalf. 'Away Shadowfax!' The great horse tossed his head. His flowing tail flicked in the moonlight. Then he leapt forward, spurring the earth, and was gone like the north wind from the mountains.*
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Watching Shadowfax speed away, Merry showed no signs of emotion but inside he was breaking up. He felt small and frightened and he wanted desperately to talk to some one and get it all off his chest but the words seemed to stick in his throat. Aragorn placed a comforting hand on his shoulder.
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*'A beautiful, restful night!' said Merry to Aragorn. 'Some folk have wonderful luck! He did not want to sleep and he wanted to ride with Gandalf-and there he goes! Instead of being turned into a stone himself to stand here forever as a warning.'*
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Aragorn sensed the bitterness in Merry's voice and knelt down beside him.
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*'If you had been the first to lift the Orthanc-stone and not he, how would it be now?' said Aragorn. 'You might have done worse. Who can say? But now it is your luck to come with me, I fear. At once. Go and get ready, and bring anything Pippin left behind. Make haste!'*
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Merry hurried off to do as he was told but his mind was still realing and the reality of what was happening had finally crashed down on him. He felt alone for, though he still had friends, he was the only hobbit. There was no one left who understood.
He hadn't even said goodbye. It had all happened so fast. He might not ever see Pippin again and he hadn't even said goodbye. What if Frodo and Sam didn't succeed in destroying the ring? What if he never saw the Shire again or got another chance to laugh with his friends? What if there wasn't a tomorrow? He had so much to lose-had lost so much-and he hadn't even said goodbye.
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